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In Memoriam: My Dear Cousin, Lindsay

Lindsay Nichols

Words cannot express the loss that I feel, the loss that my whole family feels.  My cousin Lindsay was a victim of a murder-suicide.  I cannot believe it.  Everyone is in a state of shock that is reverberating all over the city.

I had gotten off of work on Wednesday night at around midnight, I had several missed calls from my family, as well as a text message from a close friend saying “my condolences.”  Before I did anything I knew something was wrong.  It hit me like a ton of bricks right in the chest.  I called my mother and she was at the hospital and was just there with my aunt and uncle watching their daughter die.  She was 22.  This is the most disturbing thing I have ever experienced.  Someone dying in a car accident, I can understand that, but, murder?  How do you deal with that?   Especially a murder-suicide.  Where is the justice?  How can you get justice from this situation?  Her ex-boyfriend who was a 40+ year old doctor, followed her to her new boyfriend’s home all the way from Waterloo to Jesup which is a good 20 minute drive.  There was an altercation when she got out of the car and he shot her right in the chest, the shot himself in the chest.  There are a lot of reports that he had suffered a traumatic brain injury within the last several years or so and that he was not “all there.”  I don’t think that Lindsay was aware of this early on, otherwise this would have been a different story.

This story has reached a worldwide news audience as well:
Houston Chronicle Story
UK Daily Mail Story
Some foreign language Story(looks French)

I’m glad this is getting worldwide attention. She deserves it.  Too bad it had to be under these circumstances.

Candlelight vigil in front of our old high school, something I missed out on

I was informed last night by her father than I will be a pall bearer in the funeral.  Something I have never done, never thought about doing, ever.  It seems only appropriate though, all of her male cousins carrying her body to its final resting place.  We are like her collective big brothers.  Her brothers, Joe and Chris had to come from different parts of the world, Joe from an Air Force base in Germany, Chris from an Air Force base in Idaho.  I cannot imagine what they are feeling.

Lindsay is someone who has just always been there as we all grew up.  I lived about a mile away from them and spent several youthful summers hanging out at their house.  Lindsay and I always had an understanding growing up, a mutual respect for each other, we never fought and I never took sides in sibling in-fighting at their home.  Just sat and observed the sometimes hilarious situations unfold.  Joe, Chris and Lindsay are all such interesting and influential characters in my life and these past few days of reflection have reaffirmed my intense love for all of them.  It is so sad to have to say goodbye to an essential part of our large family.  We all fit together like a puzzle, she was a vital piece that will never be replaced.  Lindsay was an overachiever, something I think she inherited from our grandfather who is an extreme overachiever, he was Mayor of our hometown, and a self-made millionaire, someone I suppose we all look up to and respect.

I still don’t think the enormity of the situation has hit me yet.  I suppose we are all going through stages of grief.  No one saw this coming obviously.  The news is turning the situation into a Facebook issue.  How he was stalking her via Facebook.  I think the bigger issue with Facebook is that many people close to Lindsay found out about her murder on Facebook.  Literally within minutes of it happening it was being reported on Facebook.

My biggest issue with this whole situation is why would they let a brain damaged person continue to work as a doctor?  There were obviously issues with his coping abilities and stress handling abilities.  This situation could have been averted.

Lindsay, if you can read this wherever you have found yourself, I just want you to know that you will be missed and I hope that wherever you are that you can feel the love and warmth that we as a family are projecting to you.  If you meet God, tell him thanks for life.  I am so glad that you were a part of my life Lindsay and you have left a mark on my life that will always be there.

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On Ron…

I have been obsessively maintaining a solid eye on Ron Paul’s campaign.  I avidly listen to speeches and interviews, and read his writings.  The presidential race right now is a nail-biting, hair-pulling, teeth-gnashing event to witness.  The obvious moronic other candidates all seem to be just empathy-less  robots reciting memorized lines and playing parts.  Now, to be fair, Ron Paul does tend to tell a lot of the same stories,and uses repeated examples and metaphors but, he only repeats them for a short span of interviews and is ideologically consistent.

The fact that he has maintained a consistent stand on every issue involved in politics, always taken the high moral ground, and predicted the downfall of the economy and currency shows that he is a principled individual, someone I can support.  The other candidates have also been consistently ripping off his ideas:  Perry with the “Fed Up” book(as opposed to Paul’s “End The Fed“) and ending 3(?lol) cabinet positions(Paul had proposed closing 5), Gingrich with his audit the Fed line, Cain with the abolishing the income tax(although not right away), and hell, even B. O.(bama) has gotten in on the fun by talking about “pulling the troops home”(all while the war drums are rumbling up the road).  Ron Paul is obviously the leader, the polls released do not count the independents and the “Blue Republicans” who are democrats switching over to vote in the caucuses/primaries, which there are many.

When we look into the election process unfolding through the lens of the New World Order,however, Ron Paul could possibly be controlled opposition.  If the globalists/NWO are the left, the libertarian/anti-NWO are the right in the left/right paradigm.  Yes, this could be some rampant paranoia, but it could be true.

Think about it, a candidate that is thrown in front of us that is literally a perfect politician in the sense that he has been consistent and is a principled philosopher.  Freeman from the Freeman Perspective calls Ron Paul a carrot on a string, someone they wave in front of us who we cannot have.  The controlled press are told to stifle his campaign,  to obviously ignore and talk down about him all while making him more and more popular in process.  The polls released by the press are misleading to the real numbers further maintaining the underdog status.  People in this country especially have been brainwashed into always rooting for the underdog, think Rudy, Forrest Gump, Kurt Warner.    Alex Jones and Jesse Ventura openly support him. They are, in their own words, at the tip of the spear in the fight against the globalist technocrats.  But if there is controlled opposition, these people are all part of the plan.  A divide and conquer strategy.

There are the “sheeple”: people who are seeing things just at a surface level, they are in TV zombie mode and don’t think too hard about what is around them; and there are those who are “awake”: people who can see the manipulation all around them and are resisting it.   They will start a civil war in the U.S. the sheeple vs. the awake.  The “conspiracy theory” types like Jones and Ventura are there to spit out the truth, to tell people what is happening, to expose the enemy.  It is hard for sheeple to grasp what Alex Jones and his crew are on to.  They think everything sounds so fantastical and paranoid that they completely block it from their thought processes, making them easy to sway and to control, because they are already under control. Ron Paul and Alex Jones are excellent ways to weed out dissent as well, people voluntarily identify themselves as dissenters by openly supporting them.  I am not knocking Alex Jones, I listen to his show daily and have been analyzing him for several months, he is also very consistent, sometimes exaggerates, but he has a good method of waking people up, he makes it seem urgent because it is.  The sooner everyone wakes up the sooner it can be stopped, theoretically.

So, they keep Dr. Paul the underdog and make the primaries out to be a big upset when he wins, making it seem like a win for the people.  Once it is Paul vs. Obama it is game over, Paul wins hands down.  A big part of that is because of the upset/underdog factor that Americans seem to herd towards, also because Ron Paul predicted and basically called it all, and at that point a lot more of his predictions will have come true.

Here’s where I have trouble foreseeing what could happen.

Paul could go on to be President and either be assassinated or O’Bomber could pull the martial law flag and prevent Paul from becoming president.  Either one of those will cause a violent uprising to start.  They need a catalyst to start an internal conflict here just like what has been happening all over the world.  At this point there will be rampant inflation, poverty and joblessness will be at an all time high everyone will be broke. Ron Paul will be the new hope because he predicted it all and has all of the answers, a godsend.  Also, think about who his supporters are, freedom loving, gun owning, first amendment spouting, forth amendment calling patriots.  I cannot see the globalists letting him do what he wants to do, there has to be a catch, because there is too much money and power at stake for those people.   Once Paul’s pissed off supporters rise up, martial law is then instated and they will call anyone who violently rose up against the state a terrorist immediately.   That is how the homegrown terrorism starts.  They will not be able to pick out who is a terrorist and who isn’t among the dissenting citizens.  So, like they did to the Japanese in WW2, they will take the Ron Paul supporters, Alex Jones subscribers/fans, libertarians, gun owners, people who are awake and maybe even people in debt to the government and throw them into the FEMA camps.  Welcome to another Holocaust.  Ron Paul may even be in on it.  If you think about it, if he was REAL opposition he wouldn’t have made it to where he is today.  They wouldn’t have even let him on the stage to begin with.

Also there is the predictive programming going on in the media and in video games.  In the video game Rainbow 6: Patriots which is due out in 2013 the enemy is Americans, specifically anti-fascist patriots.  Look up the trailer on Youtube if you don’t believe me.  If you think about how gaming works they always seem to have relevant-to-the-times releases, especially when it comes to military-type games.  So logically that would be the state of the country when such games are released.

Probably the best sign to me that Dr. Paul COULD BE Illuminati controlled opposition is this:

Ron Paul's John Hancock

Now if we look closely and analyze this we can see that “on” and “au” in cursive are opposites, as in “on” in cursive turned upside down is “au”.  Think George Washington’s Baphomet statue, “as above, so below”.  Lets flip and mirror the whole signature:

Hmm… Okay, alright.   So we have a 666.  We also have “On” and “AU.”  666 on AU.   AU is what?  The periodic table says AU is GOLD.  What does Ron Paul lecture and talk about?  The Gold Standard.  What is happening right now in the world, involving gold?  It is becoming scarce, people are hoarding it, and all you hear on the radio and see on TV, well at least you used to, is ads saying: “Send us your gold, we will send you cash.”  Worthless paper money.  Where is all the gold going, who is taking it, and why is it valuable?  Why has it been valuable throughout history?  I can see how it is applicable for electronics and how it is a good conductor, but electricity has only been harnessed for under 200 years, so why was it valuable 2000 years ago?  Because it was pretty?  They made jewelry from it yes, but wasn’t that because it was already valuable?  What came first?  The Old Testament talks about building false idols from gold.  Is gold itself evil?  Ron Paul’s signature could be a clue to his secret ties if he has them.

The Illuminati are also good at not only hiding their call signs in plain view, they are also good at saying several things at once.  Think about “End The Fed.”  One way we can see it is as is Ending the Federal Reserve banking cartel.  Another way “End The Fed” could be interpreted is killing, or “ending”, those who are poor and cannot provide for themselves, the fed.  Now I know that Ron Paul himself didn’t come up with this wording of it, that it was chanted at a rally in Ohio, or so the story goes.

End who?

Alright, these are my observations and speculations.   I am still a Ron Paul supporter because I believe in his message of peace.  Obama was the peace candidate and he did the opposite of what he promised, but Obama was obviously bought out. Ron Paul could be genuine, only being allowed by the powers that be to make it into the limelight.

Ron Paul signing one of his books for me, June 2011.

I can say that I am voting for Ron Paul if he wins the primaries and that I am going to caucus for him January 3rd.  He’s the only hope we have.  You do have to pick a side, I am going to pick the side of truth, if that even is a side.  I want peace and love and all of that.  Maybe we can actually beat the globalists, we do have them outnumbered.    So even though there are subtle signs that this is a controlled opposition campaign, I will still support him until it is blatantly obvious he is not as he seems.

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